I'm in love with someone and am experiencing unrequited love. They said from the get-go that they weren't experiencing puppy love. And that they didn't know what they wanted to pursue. I want to just end things but I don't know how to do that. We barely text a week. I stopped texting when I could tell they had no interest. But I always text them back. I'm just frustrated cause I don't wanna let them go and they said the same but I know that I don't deserve this. They were sadly, my first official “time” so, that adds to why there are more feelings there. I like them. Like a lot. I want to be close to them but I know I don't deserve to be with them. It hurts loving them and knowing they can go for weeks not talking to me and feel no pain..

What's worse is that I made her a crochet flower after our first date. I spent I think a week making it. Putting my heart and soul into it and making it pretty for them. I think they knew that which is why they keep me hanging on. I just wanna be loved by someone other than myself. And I just don't know why people keep doing this to me? Am I not enough? Am I boring?? I'm just… hurt.