Whatever I do, life always seems like it crashes on me. My uncle passed away and attended his funeral today. He was only 66 too, from a brain tumor. It sucks seeing someone living a normal life then seeing there body slowly kill them. It hurt me more then I thought it would. I'm glad he passed peacefully in his sleep and his last words were "I'm happy". I lost my job before Thanksgiving and still can't find anything. I'm more broke then a 5th grader with maybe 2 dollars to my name and have no gas left. I feel like a failure to everyone else cause ot seems like everyone is disappointed/don't wanna deal with me. Seeing my 2 friends happy in a relationship and successful and I'm glad for that. I can't find a relationship for me. Am I just that horrible even though I treat everyone how I want to be treated? why can't I be normal like a regular person? everything all crashed all at once