I miss the feeling of being in love with her,waking up in the morning and talking to her,planning stuff and doing satisfying activities

Now everything feels bland.I don’t have friends,I rarely work out,completely lost my motivation to work out and to complete my bachelors degree

I wish that I could one day speak to her again and see how she is,but she is with someone else that is a significant downgrade and it’s just whatever at this point

I have tried my hardest to recover and find a new partner,but every experience has been a rejection and sometimes I just can’t be bothered to return the energy

It’s been 3 years now but it feels like yesterday.I want this feeling to end,but I want her back too