As 21 yo virgin who indulged in unhealthy fuck dose of porn I am scared I might not be able to get it up unless it’s some other mf fucking a girl, this thought is depressing and scary to me. I never had a romantic partner, never had sex, never had a kiss, never held a girls hand. I don’t have any actual friends, I don’t have any firends that are girl. I don’t have anyone. I am alone and do everything alone. I am not normal.

I feel misssed out seeing everyone else my age begging so ahead in the dating life or have experienced things I never may. I live at home and can’t make real connections with anyone in my university and feel like I am alone.