Ugh, I (26m) am in what seems like a sexless relationship with my gf (27f) for the last 6 years, we have sex only about once every 2 or 3 months, once I went like 6 months and it felt numb, I saw people kiss on movies or holding hands while grocery shopping and it was a feeling like you miss. She has cheated once before which I am angry about but then again she says we were just dating at the time when she slept with one of her old HS friends, so I guess its not really cheating idk, but I Recently started experimenting with my sexualiety and found i loved the attention I got from guys when I would fulfill their sexless void. I sometimes feel so guilty of dressing in women's clothes and having fun with guys but it brings me something of a desired feeling back, a feeling of butterflies before you meet someone you only texted or seen pics of, the fulfilling moments of you on cloud 9 when you hear his final groan and moan. Idk.