I miss the guy that I was in love with. I’m the type of person that feels things very deeply and has big feelings. There’s many boys that I miss and mourn over that I had small connections and small moments with, but there’s two boys that really do still effect me til this day. I just think about them a lot still sometimes to the point where I just feel so sad. I’ll call them M and F. Both of these guys had girlfriends when I knew them. With that being said, I still had a strong connection with both of them. One was older then me one was my age. I never told either of them I was in love with them but there was such strong chemistry/connection with these boys and my feelings were so strong for them that I’m still mourning what could have been to this day. It’s a blessing and curse to feel things so deeply.