I feel worthless. I feel boring. I have nothing going on in my life. I don’t have any hobbies or interests, I just like gaming and watching movies. I’m boring as fuck. I don’t like getting to know people. I have no motivation to study. I’ve tried doing new things like drawing, cooking, baking, hell even dancing. Just to try to find a new hobby. Every time I try something new I get bored of it. I have very low esteem and I’m not confident in anything I do. I don’t love myself very much. I don’t think I’m good looking. I think I’ve barely made any positive changes in my life in a long time. And not for lack of trying. Because I try. I try to make friends, I try new things, I try to do better, I try to change. But it doesn’t work. Any time I try to make a change I fail. I have nothing skills, I don’t know how to do anything. I have a brother who’s the opposite of me. He’s very talented and he has a lot of friends. When we meet new people they usually pay more attention to him and like him more because he’s more interesting.