Every time I take a new badge photo I stress out because I suck at getting my photo taken. I literally don’t post photos of myself because it takes me so many tries to get a decent looking photo. I used to be cute as a kid but now that I’m older (30 ) I look like an awkward mutt. I really need to get over myself and accept that I look average and sometimes just plain weird. I look like my dad who looks good for a man but I in turn like man-ish. I’m just tired of my freaking face and not knowing how to pose and look pretty.

It didn’t really help that I literally slept 0 hours the night before and the photographer who took my badge photo was cute and friendly while I was awkward and delirious. Cursed to a lifetime of terrible badge photos