Today I finally found out why my father was so abusive to me. Apparently my dad cheated on my mom with my aunt before I was born. My aunt made up lies about my mom to try & separate my parents. One of those lies was that my mom was in love with my dad’s cousin & that she cheated & that I wasn’t my father son

I was abused all my fucking childhood until I was 20 something because of my bitch ass aunt’s lies. So many years wondering why my dad hated me & acted so different with my brothers. Why my father never showed me love. I’m so angry I want to make my stupid aunt disappear

I stopped hating my father long time ago for his abusive behavior but after finding this out I want to hate him & I want to hurt my aunt so bad. My mother tells me to let it go but I was abused for so long, all the mental abuse I went through. Being told everyday that I was useless & good for nothing. This face fuck sucked the joy out of my life. how can I just let it go. But I just don’t want to see my mother hurt anymore.