I feel like shit. Why its so hard for me to focus i have tried everything and failed i am 26 years old male wich can't do a single project. I dream with the project i wake up thinking in the project in the morning i spent time thinking in the project i made lunch think in the project after lunch think in the project when i am bored i think in the project. AND STILL I JUST CAN'T DO IT. my TDH and autistic ass can't sit down in a chair and do it. why? why? why? I am failing colledge because of this i am defrauding my teacher defrauding my parents and defrauding myself. I cry about it but can't get the work done. i tried everything people tell "do small things daily" "try to short work and short rests" i even try to stop eating to force myself into work the project. it didn't work. i just vent the feelings out of my chest to seek a little relief. at the moment i just hate myself.