So it all started with a car breaking down. Not really sure what was wrong with it but it was something that forces you to have to replace the entire engine. So we decide we would rather just get a new car. That car we buy has the exact same freaking issue. We are devastated but we decide to fix this car and somehow pull together the money needed. The universe isnt done with me yet. A few months ago I meet this guy who is just awesome. Loves gaming isnt asexual and sexy as hell. Drama happens and he disappears for a month because his now ex didn't want him seeing me. Anyway they break up and I am there to pick up the pieces. Eventually I start caring for him and he pretty much moves into my place. Somehow my asexual roommate regains his libido and my friend who was I was hoping becoming more of friend sleeps with him. I am pretty much forgotten. And if that wasn't enough the universe is a cruel bitch. My cat who will turn 10 in august is an outdoor indoor cat. He has been since he was small. We let him outside like normal and never saw him again. No trace nothing. Posted to mutiple sites and everything and had an outpouring of support and help around my neighborhood and still nothing. And still the universe wasn't done. My birthday rolled around (Oct 5th) and I threw a big old party and than was essentially ignored throughout the party on my birthday. I got no gifts from friends or relatives and pretty much was just another day for a party I put way too much effort into. I am terrified of what might come next honestly and really am just giving up. Yeah so thanks for listening