Just noticing I’m feeling more and more down day to day. My confidence has just dropped into the gutter after it was in a place I was at the very least content with and I don’t know why I didn’t have these issues over the summer I even felt somewhat comfortable during my summer course for college, a first for me

Now in the fall semester, everything feels different I was excited to learn and socialize with people But since it started my social anxiety has sky rocketed, I feel destain for my school program, get really no satisfaction out of the things I used to enjoy, and have lost almost complete confidence in all aspects of life

The grief of it all really is eating me up and I feel like I’m just gonna shut down mentally if it keeps up