One of my best friends had his bachelor outing tonight. We went bowling..one of his favorite things. And then got a bite to eat at a burger joint. I had a moment with one of his friends. This is only my 2nd time meeting this man and these were the most words he’d said to me ever.

He talked about how my friend currently leads bible study at their church. When the bible studies get too big they split them. The guy was telling me how he’s afraid that he’ll be split from my friend. And how with his marriage too, he feels he will see much less of him.

I mostly just listened. On the car ride home, I realized this may have been a sign that I too would see less of this friend. Even though I already have the past 2 years since he got more involved at his church and got in a relationship.

Bottom Line: Im sad. I just got done celebrating my friend and I am sad. And on top I feel guilty for being sad. Idk what to do. I hate losing friends. Especially good ones. I feel alone again