I’m a burden on my family. I failed almost all my classes this year and nearly got kicked out of uni cuz of it. My parents work so hard to support me yet i can’t even repay them by being a good son. All i’ve done is make their lives harder. I can’t even do one thing right. My existence burdens them, but they don’t show it. They still love me and treat me with such kindness. I’m sure they’re hurting inside. They had such high hopes for their son but he turned out to be the stereotypical failure that everyone thinks of. Obese, scruffy, unintelligent, lazy, and doesn’t amount to anything. On top of all that, I have no one to call my friends. I go days or even weeks without uttering a word to a soul. The loneliness coupled with my non existent sense of self worth has led me to this point. my younger self would be ashamed of what he became. I don’t want to delete myself tho cuz I’m a coward and am scared of death. I just want to curl up in a ball and just cry and rot in place forever. I have no one to talk to so I’m letting this out on here. Thanks.