Just now I was playing a game, a pvp game for that matter I know people may say "oh its just a video game calm down". Imagine trying really hard to get good at said video game, like you practice everyday, or seen people who are just really good and wanna get to their level. we'll imagine all of that shattered because you got completely beat down in a game you like. What i'm saying is I was dogged on in the game i was playing that i've spent effort and time into the game.

I had BIG confidence in my skill, thinking i finally got better at the game until when i played it i was beaten so bad. I was left completely embarrassed and sad, all my pride thinking i was good. all gone, completely. I've felt this MANY times and this one hurt the most out of any. I felt my chest hurt almost crying at the fact that my confidence was just tossed out. I really feel unhappy about it.

I couldn't keep this in, i really wanted to vent about it just to let it out honestly.