if it’s not one thing it’s another. everyone thinks their so much smarter than me and so much more responsible than me. they’re not! be fucking forreal!!! you cannot take care of a new born baby at 54 fucking years old!! why am i not allowed to fucking step up here? how am i OVER STEPPING???? you’re 54 fucking years old. be so fucking for real. you cannot deal with the stress of a new born, the stress of your job, the stress of your god awful sons. this is realistically too much. SO WHY WONT YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME?! you’ve raised your children, your youngest is 23 years old. that’s it!! just please listen to me, you’re not taking care of yourself. you’re letting everyone walk all over you and you act like it’s completely okay. please mom please just open your eyes, they’re all taking advantage of you. you’re stupid fucking sons that you put above me all the fucking time. you’re going about this situation all wrong mom please listen to me. you never listen to me. you continue to treat me like a child , i’m not a child anymore. i will not respect you if you cannot respect me. just because you’re my mom doesn’t mean i have to shut up and listen to you and follow your instructions and do what you say. i don’t live with you, i don’t ask you for anything, i take care of myself, and yet i will never be enough for you mom why don’t you love me. why must you always let them walk all over you. why am i always wrong. even when i try to put your feelings and health and well being first, when i LITERALLY MAKE YOU PRIORITY.. IM WRONG???? HOWWWW AM I WRONG HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THIS ARE YOU LOSING YOUR FUCKING MIND ????