Just kind of want a place to type out my thoughts. I’m sure my mindset is pretty screwed up, so i’m somewhat self aware but these mental hurdles are tough. I have the most typical male insecurity, my penis. I was talking to a girl on here today and she actually validated a lot of my feelings. I personally believe that there is a biological basis for women’s lust over big strong penis. Sure, a woman can settle down with an average penis man but when it comes to true sexual lust..the big penis is respected, lusted for.

I get told all the time how “kink is not reality” which is bullshit to me. Sure some can be. But the SPH kink and the cuckold kink are based in reality. Big dick men get the women and the small dick men get humiliated and left with blue balls. If we just all teleported back in time..before rules.. i believe it would be common place.

There are maybe a few thousand people in the small/average dick r communities but millions among the big dick r communities. Big dicks demand respect and small penis men are meant to feel shame. Reinforced through media. This girl also said that she felt finally it was becoming normalized for women to actually be open about what they want. Which when you look at all the sexting communities…its always BWC/BBC only.

It just really makes me feel like women would prefer i stay home and be sad. Like the only way I could make a women truly happy is by making sure she doesn’t know I exist.