It’s over I think finally, the manipulation and gaslighting won’t continue to me. I can breathe again, I can cry again, I can smile again. I hate that I can love so hard and so fast. It always scares people into thinking they feel the same way so you almost force them into lying. I understand you are attracted but you don’t love someone and continue to lie about the relationship you have or don’t have with your husband. I mean once that was out in the air, I felt a little better. That’s when the gaslighting started tho, I’m assuming cause you was mad I approached finding the truth out on my own instead of waiting for you to tell. I tried to let you but you just physically couldn’t. Either way you felt upset enough to treat me even more like an inconvenience. That’s when I knew it was not gonna get better. I really love you and will always. Long time since I could say that. Especially at the end of something like this…..