I honestly feel offended at what this girl in a group of friends I'm with said. She didn't point to me directly, but it's heavily insinuated I was one of her targets. I'm not mad, but it hurts. It's crushing and embarrassing to hear that she thinks of the few guys that have admitted to liking her as only wanting her for her body.

I honestly fell hard for this girl because of the crazy amount of shared interests, background stuff, views on life, and much more. Plus, I love her sense of humor which is what caught my attention in the first place. But after hearing what she just said, it just hit me very hard knowing that the effort I put to understand and treat her like a person was probably just seen as sleazy moves.

I would love to talk to her about it and tell her how I feel, but she's not the type to find 1 on 1 communication enjoyable. She's a wonderful person and I wish I could tell her, but I know I can't without any repercussion. I hate this feeling of sadness and embarrassment, and wish I could express it better. But I can't. And I probably shouldn't in the future. I know I did nothing wrong yet I feel so bad