I just turned 20 and while I still have a lot of potential I feel stuck. Not knowing what I fully want and regretting stuff rather than doing.

I had/still have a very good friend that I fell in love with but due to her being a long distance from me I never admitted my feelings even though I think she liked me. I regret also not pursuing girls and being more outgoing when I was younger. I regret not having gone in a road trip or to a concert with friends or doing fun stuff.

This may be funny. But all of this introspection comes and goes with me and today the trigger was feeling regret I didn't ask a pretty girl out. I was out runing and she was on the streets with 2 of her friends(no I don't know her) and I thought she was really pretty and had a loud, vibrant laugh (I find that very cute:)) ) and I wanted to cold approach her. They even sat on a bench at the sine time as me but my overthinking self kept me from doing it, finding stupid excuses. I regret not having built up that confidence in the past. I feel so stupid

I also wish the best for everyone who comes here to vent about their problems.