today i shared some of what’s going on in my personally life with a coworker, and she took it for what it was. i let her know how ive been falling behind on some bills, how bad my anxiety is getting, how ive been appointed care taker for my 2 young nieces, the passing of my uncle, food scarcity, rocky relationship and how im just not financially stable at the moment and it’s killing me. she wasn’t judgmental, she cared. she heard me and gave some good feedback. she even offered to try and take me to a food pantry if there are some near work, on our lunch break. how amazing is that. my heart is so open and i’m ready for tomorrow. i’m trying to have a new perspective of life. i want to be happy again. these girls deserve the world and im going to give it to them! i’m gonna try to get complete custody of them soon, im just worried about the logistics and legal aspects but i will figure it out. in the mean time, yes i will still have to grovel and push through this rough patch but i know one day i will be able to pay all of this love forward to someone who needs it. and that is the day i look forward to. i hope everyone has a blessed day and thank you for reading this far. <3