You ever just feel so deflated you don't know what to do. After all the yrs of me helping and going out of my way for damn near everyone, I find myself in a situation where my family is kinda in a desperate need. But every avenue we've looked at theres no help to be offered.

I guess I should be use to it by now I've always gotten the short end of everything. If it was just me I wouldn't even worry about it wash my hands and deal with it. But I have an mentally unstable wife that is loosing her shit more and more as each day goes by. I have 0 family to turn to, and even though we've been together for 28 yrs married for 24 her family won't help either. We've contacted charities, shelters, everything we can possibly think of. I made a gofundme 5 days ago shared it everywhere I can not 1 person.

Out on the streets sucks. We've used what dwindling funds we've had to keep us fed. Maxed out credit cards. I'm just at a loss.

So like last sat I got into an accident and lost the ability to work due to it. Lost the roof we had due to it. Can't send the car to the body shop to even get it fixed right now because we have no where to go with our things. Bills are starting to pile up. Account is deep in the negative. My wife posted all of this in 1 of her fb groups and was called a scammer. Yup I get it theres alot of ppl scamming ppl I totally understand the hesitancy of anyone.

Like I said I just need to vent.