This year I lost my grandpa, two days after breaking up with gf who abused me. Lost many friends, started a new job just to find it is worse then my last job. Can't afford my own place. Still in plan from being in a hit and run new truck is always acting up.( whole left side still sore from it. No medical insurance) then grandma moved in. Run into a girl I worked with years ago and turned out she is but in drugs not for me! I just feel like a failure. I'm 29 and just can't get a single thing right. Feel alone and like a loser. I broke down at work after my grandfather died. Now made fun of at work for it. I did not even get to say goodbye or see him or most of my family in the last 10 years. I have no friends out here.