you let me need you, let me make plans with you in them, lifelong plans, you let me pour my everything into you, you let me look up to you, you promised you would never hurt me and never leave, and you did both. you let me need you and then you left. and that was wrong. you came to me when i was broken and vulnerable, told me you would always be there and then you left. fuck you for that.

tomorrow i will go back to being the bigger person and not hating you for leaving, tomorrow i will let go with grace, but tonight mother fucker, youre twisted for what you did to me. because you knew a day would come where you would be done with me, yoo knew i didn't know any better, and you love bombed the shit out of me anyways. when it faded away and you were too coward to admit it, you manipulated me. fuck you.