Hey guys, I love to cook. I'm fairly good at it. I always put time and heart into anything that I cook, even if it's an egg. That egg will be a perfect over medium, seasoned to perfection. Everyone always tells me how much they like the food or how much they appreciate it but I just don't feel that way. The people I cook for can cook well too but whenever it comes down to my food it's always bland, poorly seasoned, poorly cooked. ( My mother basically just boils beef cubes with potatoes and calls it a roast) I have made suggestions, like searing the beef before like she usually does, or making sure it's properly seasoned with at least salt so there's some sort of flavor at least. I guess my issue is I know there's good food out there, I know they can cook it for me, but whenever I ask for a meal or get told I'm having something special it's always nasty and theres no effort put into it. It really makes me feel like I'm not worth eating something equally as good as I make them. This is stupid but this has really spiraled my mind this morning after my dinner getting ruined by my SO two nights in a row after I make sure everyone has had a good dinner this week. I'm so sick of eating out. I'm sick of cooking. I really just want someone to return the favor and cook me something with feeling behind it. My mom and my girl used to pay attention to the food now it's just nasty and thoughtless.