I love my job, I do. But lately it’s gotten to the point to where I’m dog ass tired and have little to no energy once I get home to do any hobbies. Rent is so expensive and living in GENERAL ( California ) is so high you can’t spend money on SHIT besides bills and necessities. I’m 23 and this is basically a preview of what my future is gonna look like and I am scared shitless for said reason. I want a girlfriend, but I can’t seem to get one, you telling me not a single woman finds me attractive? I haven’t even had my first kiss on the lips and I’m approaching my mid 20s. I be wanting to burst into tears daily now and the only thing I ask myself is “ damn this can’t be all there is to life right? “