Will I ever be able to study and work every day? I am definitely better because years ago I couldn’t even be functional for 5 minutes lol.

I spent 6 months studying almost everyday, with weekend breaks and exercising more.

Now I am kinda tired, I still have to study for a complex exam and it’s been now 4 days since I don’t pick up a pen. I know I will eventually study again but it is such a defeat that sometimes I am just not able to do what is best.

Will I one day be more functional? Is there hope? Am I just being human so I have to understand my limits?

I cannot really complain because my mental health really is better but, jeez, I wish I could be perfect.