Sorry for the grammar mistakes English is my first language. I (16)m was dating this (17)f let’s call her “m”. Me and M were so happy dating around 8 months. We were so comfortable with each other spending every opportunity together we could have, she even became a wrestling manager so I could hangout with her more. I was madly in love willing to give everything just to see her happy. Me and m were madly in love i truly thought of marriage once I graduated high school. After around 7 months of dating she told her mother that I sa her 2 times. I was terrified of what she told her mother and it quickly got around the school. Everyone knew I was madly in love with her so it took everyone by surprise once it got out. Three days after I got told by the school officer that I would have to go to court I finally got my mom to bring me to a mental hospital (she was hesitant on bringing me because she is a very old style parent and doesn’t believe much on mental illness). Even being in the mental hospital I wanted to be with her but many of the nurses were telling me to end it and work on myself. After I was finally convinced to break up with her I was let out. Later that day I went to wrestling practice and I ended it off. And this is over a year later. The sa charges were never filed because I had to go talk to a social worker to see if it would have to go to court and they got dropped and they did. But the main reason I’m typing this is that I felt like when me and her broke up I didn’t get to lay it all out me and her are not on good terms at all, but I want to try to lay it all out. I still love her and I know I would never get back with her but I want to add her back to tell her how I feel. Please let me know what I should do I’m very mixed on this right now.