Last weekend I had a nice heart to heart chat with a friend at a party. Shortly after that we went to sleep, same room but separate beds. I woke up at night and got this need to just go cuddle and hug with him, but I dismissed it as a tired drunken thought. I even saw dreams about it.

Next morning I told him about it, stating it was kinda funny because I had no idea where it came from. He replied: "I don't think it would've been nice for either of us since my nose was really stuffy all night. But otherwise we could've pushed our beds together." He seemed accepting of it and it made me feel good, but now I just can't get it out of my head.

I'm not used to talking about my feelings at all, so at the same time I'm happy I did and that he accepted it, but at the same time I'm afraid I overstepped a boundary of sorts. And the truth is I actually think it would've been nice, I still want to cuddle him.