Let me give yall some context before we get into the story so i met this girl M in 6th grade and we became friends really fast and in 7th grade i asked if i could date her but she said no and i was ok with it because we could still be friends (now to start the story) in 10th grade i met this girl A and we hit it off almost perfectly we loved talking to each other and we started dating. I later found out that A and M were friends and at that point i hadn't talked to m in over a year because of covid. So we are all hanging out having fun but A was getting jealous because of me and M's relationship and then one day i crashed my car and as i wait for a tow truck i txt M and ask her if she wants to help me prank A so the prank was me and M were gonna act like i was cheating on A( i know that it was very stupid) and so i start hiding my phone from A when she tries to read me amd M's messages and then A started getting mad and she got my phone while i was driving and she got mad and we had a big argument that almost ended the relationship but she gave me another chance and i completely stopped talking to M and me and A's relationship starts getting better but then i get to a point where i wonder of i want to keep dating and i text M behind A's back and M tells me I should stay with A but a finds out about m following me (she didn't know i texted her and she still doesn't) and A ends things with me and everything that and i got mad at A so i try to get revenge amd make her miserable and i start talkin to M and everyone thinks that me and M are dating but qe weren't and so then my friend asks me if he can talk to A and i say yea and so me and M keep talking and one day M's mom blocks me because she didn't like me and a week later i find out that M and another guy are dating and A and my friend are dating and now im alone and i don't know what to do and i cant stay focused and i zone out a lot and people have been noticing that im not ny self anymore