It's so easy to block your number, Snapchat, Facebook, and Reddit. These apps have made it easy to remove you from my life in just a few seconds, and I have gained a power that I have found to be corruptive.

At first, I found it enjoyable to make you struggle to reach out to me and have a conversation that goes beyond the digital world. Now, I have found out that all I did was hurt myself, shutting out the parts of the world I didn't want to see instead of learning to accept and overcome.

You were good to me; you helped me find pieces of myself that I had lost or locked so far away that I had forgotten they were there. You awakened me again. How did I return the favor? I locked you out of my life over some simple things that seem so stupid now that I am disgusted at myself for acting the way I did.

I have tried to reach out, but you leave me on read. I have tried to be funny, sexy, loving, and caring, but I have never been angry. You didn’t deserve the affection I gave you or the lack of it. Now I realize I must move on, as I have had to watch you do the same.

It hurt realizing I was easily replaceable, but you taught me to cherish the moments I do get. You helped me grow and understand. The last lesson you have to teach me is that I must start walking again, alone. I want the best for you. I love you so much.

Goodbye A, I hope you would be proud of the person I have become.