I dated a girl who I loved very much for about two years [bear that in mind] ; a girl who many people in my life wouldn’t accept but yet I still always chose her, it was all sunshine and rainbows up until I started meeting the side of her where she completely forgets all i did for her and chooses to say I did nothing for the sake of the relationship 🥀, but yet I still stayed with her when she broke up with me several times putting me on blast with her friends and making up a story to make me seem like the bad guy and be the one without friends … a girl who broke up with me one time when I lost my job and was not necessarily struggling but unable to really take her out and buy her gifts that point in time after spoiling her with everything she wanted beforehand ( we were only BF & GF Imagine if we got married ). I did a lot for this person and fought battles she never saw just to keep her happy 🥃🙇🏻‍♂️. But yet “I didn’t care” or “I didn’t try”… she laughed at me a couple times when she saw me tear up and get anxiety attacks because of her actions. Almost Begging her at her car window so she could talk to me and we could fix a problem SHE started … making a fool of myself in front of friends and people we commonly know and watching myself turn into an asshole with people who actually cared by pushing them to the side all for this one person who at the moment is probably not going through the pain and suffering I am. I feel lost and abandoned to an extent because this person was way below my standards if I am being real but yet I set all that to the side to make her happy and all she came to do in my life is bring me more problems more anxiety and very very bad arguments and moments … what do I do now? What’s my next move I feel lost … 💔