I woke up this morning not wanting you. And that's progress I've got to say. This morning I woke up not wanting you, yes I woke up wanting to show you what I've accomplished since you've been gone but hence not wanting you. Tomorrow is my birthday and I think it's a great time to show myself just how much I deserve and how much I'm worth and how little you actually gave to me. I think tomorrow is going to be the Fresh Start needed in order to move forward for myself and to better my environment in order to become the person I want to become. You can really tell a lot about a person in their departure out of your life. And the way you ran was very cowardice. You are the one who f***** up but yet you couldn't be the one to show that you were sorry. You expected that from me when honestly I was not in the wrong. Yes my actions after what you did to me were wrong but in the moment you were the one that f***** us up. I truly hope that you find what you're looking for in life and stop blaming others for what happens to you. Take accountability for your actions and in return people will treat you better and you will have more fulfilling life. I really hope you find love and stop thinking that actions and money are love. You need to find it for yourself first in order to be able to give true love to others. I think what we had was special but you would not get over the wall of doubt and fear if you don't love yourself first. I hope you have the life that you deserve.