A little bit of today. Gotta really short fuse today... woke up a little bit off. (Managled lyrics from ffdp "a little bit off")

I don't know. Woke up feeling the weight of the world. We talked a little last night. Nothing crazy, intense or anything. But the things you said, without thinking, just being closer to yourself. And the things you didn't say....

I thought friends were two ways. Almost every single time I've ever asked after you and it's ignored or unanswered. Other than a surface "I'm okay/alright/fine". I know things are odd, but I've always cared about you. Maybe too much.

Today hurts. I feel it in my bones. Woke up sore, the weather is changing, snow will be flying soon. My heart aches today. Not because I want to come back but because I'm learning more. These revelations are painful.

I hope you found someone new. Someone who makes you want to talk to them, to engage and to reveal the true, inner you. Things I begged and cried for. You deserve it. I wish you cared just a little bit more.

" woke up a little bit off today, you can all fuck off today" -Doe