I messaged you late last night. As painful as it is, I'm glad you didn't respond. Engaging me will only prolong this. But damn, I miss you. I miss my morning messages, I miss saying goodnight. I wish we had had more. I wish I had been worth more to you. I wonder if you've blocked me. Idk. It doesn't matter anymore I guess. I don't know why it even got into my head we could be anything more than a few words on a page. I'm not feeling much better today. I hope I don't need another round of antibiotics. Being so sick sucks. I'm trying to back away. I wonder if you found someone to replace me already. I'm sure it's easy for you. No I'm not entertaining anyone else. It was only you. That's all there was. You can ask the other. They'll tell you the truth. I wish you felt the same way, or even close. I'm sorry I wanted you for more than just a playmate. I haven't really been able to cry yet. I'm waiting for this dam to break so maybe I'll move on. Im sorry I wasn't worth it for you.

Doe