Hope you’re doing ok. I’ve cried every night and struggle so badly to not text you. And although you broke up with me by texting me which made it hurt so much more, I was never even mad at you for it. I replied with one sentence when I wanted to write a whole essay. And we haven’t talked since. We talked everyday for 6 months and u were my best friend and now I can’t even text you. It was so out of no where too.

I just want to see you in person again, so badly. I miss you so much. It was the best 6 months of my life followed by the hardest week of my life. You said you want to remain friends but how is that supposed to be possible. I pray each night that I can wake up to a text from u just one more time. But I’m delusional. I think back to that first night and look at pictures from our memories all the time and just cry.