I'm not sure how to start this, but have no one to talk to about it. But it's something I need to express to help get it off my chest.

At what point in your life did it become just normal and accepted to be a robot. Go to work, come home, do what your told over and over again, clean, cook, house chores ect.... and then do it all again the next day and the next day... over and over again..... Was This ment to be the life goals? be happy to do the same thing over and over.... It's hard work to get to that point in life where we are comfortable but why are we so content with staying in that bubble once we're there.

Sometimes people come along that help you grow, change and become more like you want to be and you get a glimpse of hope that the fun person you are is still in side somewhere. You try your best to keep it from the normal day life that you have made to keep everyone else happy but small glimpses start to slip through the cracks.

The down side to this is that the people in your bubble can't see whats happening to you as you put up a front to keep them all happy, safe and well looked after. If You step out of that bubble then you are told youre the one with the issues...

Everyone goes through changes at some point or another.... sometimes for the good, sometimes for the worst.

Which brings me to my issue.... The hardest choice is if I want to be selfish and change things for me, will that make me happy again? Or will it only bring heartache. If I want to make the change for me it will definitely pop that bubble we have created and there will be no going back to that comfortable life. ❤️