And some days I completely lose control

Some days I feel like I'm ready to get over you

And some days, all I want is to run to you

Some days I'm okay with never seeing you again

And some days I dream about calling you mine

Some days I think about you all day worrying why you haven't put your profile picture back up

And some days you sit ideally in the back of my mind

Songs don't shut up about you and all the words I read spell your name...

I don't know when I'm supposed to get over you, but I know I'm bad at it, it's been more than half a year and I still think about you, I mean it's 3:29AM for god's sake and I'm sitting here imagining you walking up to me on the street randomly one day and just smiling...fuck, I'm literally staring at a wall in the pitch dark night imagining your dumb face smiling, nothing else, I've been doing it for hours too, just your face, cheeks and eyes smiling, I think I'm losing my mind, not in a good way more of a damn wtf kinda black arab magic spell did that girl put on me because no human can be this fine typpa way, yk now that I think about it maybe that's why they tell you not to meet with strangers off of reddit, still was fun though, I'd do it all again in a heartbeat.

I'm really trying but I still miss you...a lot.

Stay safe and make sure you're drinking water.....right now, go fill up that bottle lazyass.

I hope you're doing good, because hope is all I can do now...take care.