I don’t know how I feel. I don’t love you but that’s because I’m afraid that you wont love me back. Your perfect in every way and I wouldn’t bat an eye at the chance to be with you. We talk everyday but you mention other people and talk about their amazing qualities, qualities that I lack as myself. Therefore I lie and pretend I’m someone I’m not just to talk to you. You talk about us taking the next step but then say you’re unsure. You talk about all the things we’ll do once we meet but then you tell me that you’re not ready. You say I’m not your type but that you like me for my personality. Then you tell me I’m boring and that others are more fun. You asked me if we’re going to fast. I lied and said I’m unsure. I am sure, I’m obsessed with you and I have been from the start, you just don’t know that. You can’t know that, because if you really knew how much I liked you, you’d leave. So what should I do? Keep lying and act like a fun guy so that you’ll like me? Yes, because I can’t lose you, never.