I have a lot I wanna say to you right now but I can't because otherwise you would get upset. I think about all the time I spent giving you all of my love but it seems like you never cared. Whenever I would hug you, you never hugged back, and I was okay with that because I was so in love with you I didn't care. Now I see that you never really wanted me, you didn't want the love I gave to you every day.

I told you every day that I loved you and made sure you knew that. You always said it back but recently it stopped sounding like you meant it, I'm still so in love with you dammit. I haven't slept at all because you said you needed time away from a relationship but never talked to me about it, you just let me go without a second thought. I sit here and hope that you'll come back to me but I know it won't happen.

I don't even know why you said you loved me first when clearly, you didn't. When you told me that you were "weirdly" uncomfortable talking to me and being around me It hit me that you never really loved me to begin with. If I knew the last kiss I gave you would be the actual last I never would've stopped. I hope you're happy doing whatever you're gonna do with your life. I know I shouldn't but I'm still so in love with you goddammit.