I feel so weak for holding back my emotions, I am afraid of being hurt by you again

I just wanted you to know that baby you the best

The passion and growth we shared during such young, pivotal years in our lives really pains me to reflect upon

I made so many poor decisions in your company just trying to impress you. I wish I had been true to myself all along

I regret nothing more than lying while in the arms of someone that truly cared about me

I thought you’d be the woman I marry and just wanted to make you always felt happy and loved

I don’t know if you still care about me but I care so much about you

You were my entire world for so long and life feels ominous without you in it

I am so sorry for the way I treated you