Goodbye R. Today was my last day with you and it's painful to think about it. We have been on and off for the past year and I've been craving for a real relationship but I know you aren't ready and so I suffer just to be with you. But I've realized that's wrong for myself. I thought we can be friends but I'm not sure if I can do that either. I love you way too much but we will see. I'm graduating soon and it's hard to think of a future without you so close to me. I will truly miss your presence.

Ik I will still see you around, but I've got to keep my distance this time. It's for my own good. But let's try to still be there for each other, you know?

Man this is really hard for me, but I truly hope your music will take off one day. I see your passion and I've heard your talent. It just sucks to see things not working out for you, but I know you got this! I'll always have your back even with distance. Til then, have a good life!