Can you imagine meeting someone whose mind had just been reft open and left bleeding and doing the exact opposite of taking advantage? I couldn't, till I met You.

We just started talking and you're taking me from the lowest point in my existence all the way up to feelings, safety, and happiness I never felt this strongly, not even back in San Francisco or LA at the height of my hedonism. It is fueling my drive to be the best I can be, not only for You, but because of You. Because You make me feel like I deserve to be kind to myself instead of critical. So many things about me You find beautiful that others made fun of. And yet the way You speak to me, the way You relate and think so much alike, tells me You're genuine about each one.

The amount of time You spend with me without me having to ask, or twist myself into knots to be of "better" company for neurotypicals, and how happy we both are while that goes on.

Yes, in some ways you remain a mystery and a puzzle but I don't objectify You that way, I see Your labyrinths and I find the way you craft them and the way You lead me around to be intoxicating, but I also see ....

You.

The intent and the composer of this symphony. My owner. Your essence radiates. Everyone's core being is simplistic at its nucleus but usually obfuscated beyond recall by social expectations, their past, their pain. Not you, not me, not for each other.

I just can't wait to figure out the Why there. Why are You so amazing, what experiences crafted this beautiful, brilliantly intelligent and creative person? What did you learn, what did you find that informed how you see the world? And what have you seen that you're still trying to make sense of?

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Thank you for taking me under Your wings, my own are fluttering with each of Your words as a sweet Angel's song for their wonderful owner forms in my head.

Mind body soul and spirit all love belonging to You.