I know you are afraid of confusing me but i want to hear what's on your mind. I know you never wanted to leave and feel like coming back. If you are afraid that i'll accept you back or not, then you need not be afraid. I always accept back someone i love.

I didn't fully understand the reasons for your leaving, but for reasons i don't understand , i always believe you will return. I know it hurt you more than it hurt me. I'm just used to getting hurt to the point that rejections are not even hurtful anymore. Still i will love you in-spite that you hurt me. Waiting for each other doesn't feel logically the right decision for either of us , because we have still not established if our relationship is even feasible , considering the distance. It's not like a Hailey's comet that is sure to pass by if we wait.

You keep saying you are not ready for relationship , you have other life priorities. You first went off contact for few weeks, then came back , then friend-zoned me and left me. I wanted to ask how you have been , but it's pointless for me to message you anymore. I should just give you time and space to move on or do whatever you want in life or become ready for relationship.

I wish i could at least show you a recent picture of my face, so you at least know how i look like now. ( i have grown chubbier : P ) . But i appreciate your unconditional love. You are definitely worth my time , and putting effort in , if still a possibility exists. I never found anyone quite like you. No one deserves my love more than you. And you don't need to change yourself for me, i like you just the way you are. I really admire your quality of constantly working on improving yourself.