It’s been week since you told me, suddenly, that you don’t want to continue our thing. 3 days before my birthday. I was devastated, because all of a sudden, you changed. You pushed me away when I tried to fight for it, even threatened to block me which tear me apart. For days I still sent you “i love you” “good morning” “i miss you” messages, some tiktoks I found funny, but you never responded. One time I will be smiling and the next moment I will be in my bathroom floor crying. I demanded for answers on why you ended it, but you refused to give me them. You were unfair. But still, even when I’m dying inside, I still had that hope that maybe, you’ll change your mind, that’s why I didn’t stop. The feeling of waking up feeling empty, knowing that the person I confide in, could no longer be there. What hurts me the most is that this is not the you I expected if we were to break up, I expected you to become mature and understanding. I was a total mess. But last night, you already answered my questions. It’s really true, someone may just wake up and not feel the same way anymore. When you gave me a response, a giant brick was already taken off of my chest. I was afraid to let you go, but this is the right thing for the both of us right now. What we had was beautiful, and I don’t ever want to forget it. I will remember us as the couple who’s very good and understanding to each other, because that’s how we were. We were never toxic, and I am so grateful for that. I will miss your voice baby. I love you still, and I will continue to do so even now we’re apart. I just want you to be happy baby. You were the best thing to ever happen to me. Thank you for loving me, thank you because you loved me. Words could never express how much grateful I am for meeting and loving you.