I’m sorry I didn’t put any effort into you when we first got together and spent the night all over each other, I didn’t know if I was ready to be with someone but I felt something for you. We saw each other again early March at a bar, I left my group to be with you and went home with you. I promised I’d take you out when we got back home but I put work before you and forgot about you, I was more concerned about not getting sick while working the front line of the pandemic working everyday with little hours to no sleep. I took you out finally after four months of saying that I would, it was a special night and I realized that you make me happy to the point that I’d forget about what’s going on in life. I was finally ready to give you all of my attention but you never responded to my messages after that and even now it’ll take you hours. I’ll make plans for us but you keep on telling me you’re busy. I’m sorry for not putting any effort into you and being too late.