Well. It's been what almost 2 weeks since I said what I did. I dont regret it but I cant get over it. You were a pretty selfish friend at the end. Yeah you were helpful but before I went my way. It was all about you. I'm sure you thought I chose another friend over you. I didnt. Its just me now. I pushed everyone anyway at this point. They weren't real friends and it took me removing you to realize that.

But holy fuck do I miss the old days. It was easier. You were nicer. Not trying to impress the useless fuckboy you tried to impress. The nights we were close to each other. The thoughts I had of us dating at times.

They were simpilar times. But they're in the past. They're things we can never get back. Those were things I cant unsay and a bridge I cant put back together.

Its probably for the best

Idk if you read these. Your friends probably do. They might be able to put it together

But anyways. I miss you J Maybe its just the way you had me around your finger. Getting used to not being there?