You've led me on for 2 months, and now you say nothing will happen. Well it's too late, I'm too far gone and I can't just switch it off. One day we see each other and you refuse to kiss me. The next day we see each other you kiss me. You say you're trying to protect me. You say it confuses things. Yet you take advantage of my feelings for you, and you continue to confuse me with you contradicting words and actions. I had a dream last night that I asked you if you were attracted to me, "more than you will ever realise". But that was just a dream. I know you like me, I FUCKING KNOW IT! I go miles for you when you wouldn't move an inch for me. I ask you constantly to make plans with me, only for you to fob me off with excuses and make me feel like an inconvenience. You can't even reply to my messages let alone actually make plans with me and follow through with them. You never call me. You say you don't want to lose me as a friend but you don't even treat me like one. Now I'm in a situation where I'm going to get hurt no matter what. Well I hope you feel morally victorious for "doing what's for the best". That's worked out well hasn't it? Dickhead.