All I want to do is talk to you but I can’t because you need this space and time away from me. It will just annoy you. Like you said, I’m way more calculated and always need to know what’s going on while you are way more carefree. This feels so wrong and all I want to do is find out what you’re thinking, what page you’re on. Have you thought about when you said you could tell that I love you more than you love me? was that true? Or were you mistaken? Are you spending every free minute of your day thinking about this? Maybe you’re aching to hear from me as much as I am from you but I seriously doubt that. Please tell me that you want what I want. Please tell me it’s in the back of your mind too. Please come back to me with the answer that I’m hoping for. If we catch up soon I’m going to have so much to tell you. I wish I could tell you about everything that happens as it happens, like I’m used to. I feel like we’re missing out on so much by not talking about our days together. Reach out to me soon.