It's been a week...

The longer it goes, the less I feel you'll come back to me. You haven't even seen my last good bye. You may still do, but just in case, here it goes:

I really did like you. Might have happened quick which could question the sincerity of it but every second was real for me. I was genuinely looking for a genuine connection to share with you. It's not something i took very lightly, terrifying aware that it can potentially jeopardize my marriage. I needed to make sure it was real, which might also be an unrealistic expectation given the situation to begin with so i guess that one is on me. I really do wish you the very best and I'm really really sorry this didn't work out and thank you for the moments. I'm not leaving, but I also don't want to force something that's not there. You know how to reach me if you change your mind (will always be hoping you do). I will be at the city during the dates i shared should you want a proper closure in person. Regardless of your decision, really, it's was a Holiday to remember for sure 🙂